Time Out
27 March, 2009I hate being sick. Being sick really sucks. But I guess that sometimes, just sometimes, you need it so that you can just shut down for a few days. I guess.
Today is my first day in this week. My Monday is everyone else’s Friday. And I have anti biotics in my system to boot, which of course kill any good bacteria I was trying to grow and maintain in my aching stomach… and which also seem to have taken away my appetite.
So today. Its almost as though I’ve been asleep. I can’t remember how to do things. My brain feels fried. It can’t remember things it knew to be second nature a few weeks ago. What on earth is happening to it? To much power? over fried electrical shorts?
Well, I’m just going to take each day, each hour as it comes… and sort slowly through everything that needs sorting… My emails are out of the way…
And I guess, to make sure I don’t get so hectic busy and forget about things again… well, I guess I need my half hour on here every day. Having my say, telling my stories…
Next week, I won’t be hitting the ground running, but rather gingerly, tenderly, taking myself out of my bed, and bringing myself with love and care… not the reckless abandon, not unlike a chicken with its head cut off.
I hope. That I Can. Do This. For Me. Hold thumbs? I know I am…
aah.. i do hope you feel better soon!! never fun to be sick, but when you do it´s so important to take care of yourself – let yourself get back on track in the pace your body wants you too!!
I´m holding thumbs, if i had more then 2 i´d hold those too
I hope you feel much better soon, dear! Take it slowly, let yourself rest as needed, and no pressuring yourself into doing more than you can manage, ya hear?!